Disturbed...

Ok, so I have totally found a new passion. It is one that I didn't know existed. My new passion is pregnant teens. So for about a month I have been working for Pregnancy Care Center here in Springfield. I have been exposed to more than the average Joe has seen. To be honest, I'm seriously disturbed. Without disclosing any personal information (to protect the girls I know) I will give you a brief over view of what I've personally seen. There have been girls that are 11 years old and pregnant come to the center!!! Some of these girls come from very bad situations, while others said that they were bored... If you are that bored and you feel that sex is your ONLY alternative... all I can say is wow!

Not only that, but this week has been the first full week that I've been able to teach in the schools. I am teaching 6th graders...6th graders that can't read or write! Are you kidding me?!! So, you can only imagine how difficult it is to teach abstinence when they can't read or write. I am spelling words left and right for these little kiddos.

So most of you know that the alternative to Pregnancy Care Center is Planned Parenthood. For those that are a little naive, Planned Parenthood supports abortions. In a Planned Parenthood agency in Kansas City, it isn't UNCOMMON for a girl to go into the clinic more than 6 times for an abortion!!!!!! Not only that, but the boyfriend is typically paying for all of them!

Is anyone out there seriously disturbed by these statistics?! I would admit, that I have lived a sheltered life; and I new that abortions and young mom's was an issue, but give me a break. Having multiple abortions and being 11 years old, pregnant and can't read or write...that's an issue.

This will be my soapbox for awhile, so get ready for a pretty intense ride. This makes me beyond angry. Stay tuned...

Things are looking up!

This has been such a great week for me...things are truly starting to look up. For those that might not have known, I no longer work for Second Baptist; I work for Pregnancy Care Center. I will be teaching abstinence to 6th graders. Well, it's not only abstinence, it's about making the right decision when certain choices come your way. It's really about decision making...even though in one chapter it is solely devoted to sex. This is a 6 day cirriculum, and I am going into all the 6th grade classrooms in Springfield; which is about 22-24 classes! So it's very obvious that I will become very busy, very soon. I go to my first classroom on this coming Monday, it's at Study Elementary. I'm very excited...yet very nervous! I can't wait.

Another peice of good news is that Karnell finally got the job at Panera!!!!! We are so excited. We've been waiting to hear something back from them for about a month now... Just when we decided to go ahead and forget them, they call the next day to offer him the job! This is great news! I'm so proud of him. For those of you that know me and Karnell very well, you know that we haven't been able to see each other and spend good quality time together our whole relationship. So you can imagine what this will do for our marriage! Karnell has worked crazy hours from us dating up to now. I'm use to him being away, and me doing my own thing. I know that this will be a transition; I just pray that all goes smoothly. I'm optimistic!

I just thought all reading my blog should know what's the latest scoop in the Robinson's world! Hey, I've got to keep you in the loop! See ya!

What a great rest of the week!

For the first time in a long time, I was pretty busy this weekend! It was great! As many of you know, my sister came to visit me. I was so glad to see her. I absolutely love hanging out with her. She is not only my sister, but also a very good friend! I love you Ashley. We talked and laughed, something I haven't done in a really long time. It was quite refreshing. That was Wednesday.

On Thursday, Karnell and I had a date night. It was great, we went out for dinner, and then he took me shopping! I haven't been shopping in a very long time. I usually buy things for the house, like food and household supplies. I never buy anything for myself. We typically don't have the money, so it was such an unexpected treat. Guess what I bought, scented oil from Bath and Body Works...that's all, nothing else. How pitiful. Being a girl, you would think that shopping was something that came naturally, but I haven't done it in so long, that now I feel guilty to purchase anything for myself. I really need to get over that!

Friday night Karnell and his band named "Stretch" played at Mille's Cafe. They sounded really great. I was really impressed. I'm so proud of him. He is such a talented musician, and writer. Sometime's I'm amazed at how talented he really is. He's awesome!

Saturday I ran errands all day, and on Sunday Karnell and I went to a Cardinals game. They lost but, it was so much fun! Once the game was over, we started walking back to our car. Karnell reached to grab and hold my hand, just at that moment I shouted "oooohhhhhh, MONEY"!!! I ran to the middle of the street to grab a $1 bill, and to my surprise, there was a $5 bill tucked in there!. So I gained $6 bucks...not a bad ending to a great weekend!

I will post pictures of the festivities a little later! Bye

It's been a minute...

Wow, I really try to keep writing on my blog...it's therapy. It helps me get my thoughts on paper. So since the last time I wrote, I got a new job. Yes, I don't work at Second Baptist anymore. I now work for Pregnancy Care Center. I am teaching abstinence to sixth graders. I haven't taught it officially just yet, I'm learning the curriculum and observing others. It's kind of a slow process, I wish it was more fast paced, but I think that will come over time. I am very excited and anxious. I love that I'm impacting the community, doing something in my degreed field, and getting paid well! Who can argue with that?!

Other than that, things are the same ol' same. I've been really trying to fix up my home. I've been one reorganizing maniac. I have a lot of time on my hands, so I have resorted to cleaning. If any of you know me at all, I hate to clean, but what else is there to do. I really don't have a lot of friends, and absolutely NO family, so what's a girl to do?

One thing I am excited about is that my sister is coming to visit me today!!!! I can't wait. I'm so excited. I haven't seen her since Christmas. She hasn't been to Springfield since I moved back. I'm not for sure what all we will do; I'm just super siked that she is coming.

Well, that's all for now. I'm sorry that the posts have been rather boring, but sometimes that's just the way it goes. Oh yeah, one other thing, I am completely obsessed with a particular TV show...Run's House. I know, it's a few seasons in, but I love watching it every chance I get. Pitiful, I know...but boy is it good!

Anticipation

I hate waiting... I would say that I'm pretty impatient when it comes to finding out news. It doesn't matter whether the news is good, bad, or just FYI, I want to know. What's worse is if the news you are "trying to be patient" with is a make or break situation, that can make minutes seem like hours and hours like days!

They say that waiting builds character. Now, that I truly believe; I just don't like doing it. Karnell and I have been waiting for some particular news for the past few days...and I can't deny, I'm on pins and needles! I want to know so bad that it's driving me nuts. To add salt to the wound, I am bored out of my mind. That doesn't help matters. If I was highly productive and overwhelmingly busy, time would fly...too bad that's not my situation.

So, today...I WAIT... UUUUGGGGGG!!!!! Maybe today will be the day...

Change

So I had this huge epiphany...there are some things in my life that I HAVE to change in order to be a better person. It's really not an option anymore... If you keep doing the same thing, you're going to keep getting the same result. So, I decree before a public audience that I am going to change! Life is too short not to live it to the max. Change starts in the mind...you have to want to change. It also helps if you have a support system. I know it will be hard... remember, nothing has ever came to me easy. But I am determined... I've made my mind up. So what am I going to change? My self image, and everything that reflects it. Starting with organization, taking care of myself, de-stressing, relaxing, being positive... I know, I'm crazy! Most people would say to start small and build up. I am! My small step is to realize to make correct choices. That's where it all starts from. I always choose the road that's not the best. Well, now I'm going to make better choices. By making better choices, those area's of my life will naturally change. I'm doing this for myself...it's long overdue.

So watch out, LaTisha is on a move!

What the Heck...

So, yes, I would admit that I'm not super old, but I'm old enough to know a little bit. And I would say that the little that I know, kinda goes a long way. You are probably asking, what the heck is she talking about? I'm talking about life. Life in general. American society has taught us that there are certain "steps" to life...and if you follow these steps then you will have obtained "success". Well, I'm here to tell you that I followed the "steps" but don't feel "successful".

So what does "success" mean? Is it a state of mind, or is there more? To tell a little bit about myself... Nothing has ever came to me easy. I've had to work extremely hard, for what others would've accomplished effortlessly. I've come to the realization that that's how it will always be. If I fight against it, it only makes it harder. So I'm completely fine with working hard, it makes me appreciate it.

Now, having said that, I do believe in people getting a "break". You know, that once in a lifetime opportunity. For example, celebrities, most of them got a "break". It doesn't mean that they don't work extremely hard at what they do, it just means that they got an opportunity that no one else got. So my question is, how do I position myself so that opportunities can come my way?

I 100% believe in being in the right place at the right time. I guess when it all boils down to it, I'm tired of "just making it". I'm working really, really hard "just to make it". When will there be a time where I am doing fine? And for that matter, when will I obtain a status that I'm comfortable with? I understand that comfort is in the eye of the beholder, but if making sure I can enjoy life is asking too much, then someone please explain to me that struggling, is the inevitable...

Here's a great analogy. A car. Let's say you have this old, beat up car. Whenever you turn the ignition it revs really high all the time, even when it's in neutral. Common sense would say that the car is working to hard...you would take it into the shop to get it fixed. A car is a well oiled machine. All the parts work in concert, so that you can get to your destination effortlessly. If this particular car issue keeps happening, eventually you will give up, and "invest" in a better car. Why? Because you don't want to struggle with the headaches that car's give. You want to just get in your car, start the engine, put it in drive, and get from A to B without troubles.

That's all I'm asking for... getting from A to B without troubles. Now, I do understand that natural challenges are going to come. I have no problem with that...comes with the territory. But there is a difference between a challenge, and a threat. Right now, I'm being threatened. I guess in the end this is a desperate cry for...HELP!